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Thursday, September 25th, 2008
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9:21p - i am burning my skin off little by little until i reach bone and self
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) moober, you got me OPI's "I'm With Brad" from Sephora.
I don't buy nail polish too often, preferring to just use whatever they have at the salon, but just_shoe_me mentioned Metro Chic so I had to go look it up & saw that colour. It just called my name & since I had your gift card, I went for it. Thanks a bunch!
So yeah. Back to yesterday's topics. Since it seems no one was bothered about introspective rambling, there's more. I had to get into my old website to find yesterdays poem. The one some of you are old school enough to remember.
It was unsettling, really. Frankly, I was a f*ing mess back then.
Reading what I was writing, I'm not sure if the 1996 trip to Los Angeles was really where I started to slide off the rails, or just when I started to write about it, thanks to (among other memorable experiences that weekend!) Willy introducing me to Nicole & "Dead Inside".
I know I'd been on the wrong track for a while, but somewhere in there, I just started to slip off entirely. And when I managed to grab ahold of the rails again, I was off on some detour from the wrong track and Lord what a mess it was finding my way back.
You know how in Forrest Gump Jenny tells Forrest she's sorry if she hurt him because she was messed up? I feel like I need to tell a lot of people who knew me in the late 90s that very thing.
( until i get to where i am essential. until i get to where i am )
current mood:  thoughtful
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